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The Future

 

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woodbullet.gifAuthor’s note:

You’ve read the accounts in the past and present; it’s time to fast forward to the future! Mr. Maypenny influenced Dan greatly as he grew up. Now that Dan’s on his own, his old guardian and trusted friend is still teaching him about life.

 

December 27th, Glimpses into the Future Universe

Dan brushed his hands off against his signature dark jeans after placing the last log into the large woodbin by the old-fashioned wood-burning stove. “That should last you several days, Mr. Maypenny.”

“You didn’t have to chop all that wood, son,” the elderly man said from his spot in the rocking chair, which was positioned in the living area of the small cabin.

“It’s no problem. You know I enjoy getting out in the woods during my visits home. Besides, I just chopped a little bit. I carried most of this firewood in from the shed. I’ll split some more for you next week.”

“I can do that, Daniel. I may not be as young as I used to be, but I daresay I could still out-chop the best of them,” Mr. Maypenny crowed.

“I’ll bet you could, too. But if I don’t work these scrawny muscles of mine every once in a while, they’ll get soft.” Dan flexed his biceps once, allowing the rock hard muscle to strain the material of his black T-shirt. “Now, wouldn’t it be a shame if I lost these guns?” he asked, a devilish twinkle in his eyes.

Mr. Maypenny chuckled. “Do you remember how skinny you were when you first came to Sleepyside? I don’t think your upper arms were any bigger around than a milk jug ring.”

“Yeah, and I had to tease the hair on my legs to get my socks to stay up,” Dan added, grinning broadly. He’d heard that particular sentiment several times from Mr. Maypenny.  

“That was many years ago,” the old man murmured wistfully. “Thirteen years this coming February.”

“Seems like yesterday.”

The sentiment lingered until Dan observed Mr. Maypenny closer. The elderly gentleman’s shoulders had become hunched through the years, and his thick head of white hair had thinned slightly. His hands, once so rough and tan, were now covered with age spots, and if Dan looked hard, he could see a slight tremor in them when Mr. Maypenny wasn’t clasping them tightly together. His guardian’s gait, once so sure and fast, had grown a bit slower, and at times he even stumbled. He could still swing an ax better than any man around, but his strength quickly waned. Sadly, Dan observed more decline during each visit, and it bothered the young policeman more than he cared to admit.

Dan cleared his throat. “I’ll be back New Year’s Eve,” he promised. “There should be plenty of wood out on the porch to last you till then. I filled up the closed-in shed behind the house with enough logs to build another cabin.”

“When did you say you’d be back?”

“New Year’s Eve,” Dan repeated, this time louder. “There’s some big swanky party at the Country Club that the rest of the Bob-Whites are dragging me to.”

“New Year’s Eve?” Mr. Maypenny’s wrinkled brow met in a knot above his beaked nose. “Why, that’s only four days from now.”

“I told you I was coming back in a few days,” Dan reminded him.

“Well, I know that,” Mr. Maypenny retorted crossly. He’d gotten defensive lately if anyone pointed out that his memory wasn’t as sharp as it used to be. “I just didn’t think it would be that soon. Don’t the city policemen have some sort of shindig that night?”

“Yeah, but I’d rather come back to Sleepyside and ring in the new year with my friends here,” Dan explained with a shrug. “And of course, Mrs. B’s having a big get-together at her house New Year’s Day, and only a fool would pass up a chance to eat at Crabapple Farm.”

“Bringing a lady friend with you?” Mr. Maypenny questioned slyly.

“Just Beulah,” Dan answered, referring to his beloved ’69 Ford that had been a gift from Mr. Maypenny years ago. He waggled his dark brows mischievously.

“Bringing a truck for your date,” Mr. Maypenny scoffed. “I’ll have you know that an automobile can’t keep you warm on these cold nights.”

“Tell me about it.” Dan snorted. “I think the heater’s blowing out cold air, and the air conditioning’s blowing out hot air. I need to ask Tom to take a look at her.”

Mr. Maypenny scratched his stubbly chin. “I thought you were courting someone. Kaye something-or-another?”

“We stopped seeing each other last September,” Dan reminded him. “We weren’t serious or anything. She’d also been dating some dude in politics, and I think they ran off and eloped. They just bought a house.”

“Was she the dark-headed one?”

“Nah, that was Ronda,” Dan corrected. “I dated her for a couple weeks in October.”

“But you brought Kaye to Thanksgiving Dinner?”

Dan shook his head. “No, that was Steph, although she had blondish hair like Kaye. You’re thinking of Mal, who I went out with a couple of times before Christmas.”

Mr. Maypenny glared at him reproachfully. “How’s a man supposed to keep track? Back in my day, a man didn’t court every single girl he met.”

“I don’t court all of the girls I met,” Dan remarked defensively. With an ornery wink, he added, “Just the pretty ones.”

 “Back in the good ol’ days, a fellow found a nice girl, settled down, and raised a few kids.”

“Hmmm…” Dan murmured thoughtfully. “I think the pot just called the kettle black.”

“You know I never wanted to get married,” Mr. Maypenny chided, pointing his finger at the young man in a chastising manner. “I’ve always been more than satisfied to stay out here in the woods by myself. I chose this sort of life, knowing a family wasn’t the right decision for me. Ain’t nothing more annoying than people, and I prefer my companions to be the squirrels and the hoot owls.”

“I’m a people, er person,” Dan pointed out with an evil grin. “You let me live here.”

“Yes, and what a mistake that was.” The obvious affection in both his tone and eyes made it clear that Mr. Maypenny was only teasing. “I’m lecturing you for your own good, Daniel. All the Bob-Whites are in steady relationships except you. Why, at this rate Honey and Brian will be married before you even go steady with a gal.”

“Maybe I don’t want to get married,” Dan countered stubbornly. “What if I want to build my own cabin out in the woods, miles away from all the annoying people?”

“The hermit life isn’t for you, Daniel Mangan,” Mr. Maypenny replied wisely. “You can run from love, but you won’t be able to hide forever. Someday it’ll catch up with you, and when it does, you’d better take cover.”

Dan merely looked out the window. He never liked it when Mr. Maypenny was right, and something deep in the pit of his stomach told him that this was one of those times.

“So you’d better get out there and start looking,” Mr. Maypenny added. “What you need is a fiery redhead. I don’t think you’ve dated one of them yet.”

“You know I don’t date redheads,” Dan said, a wistful expression clouding his features.

“Then go get me one,” Mr. Maypenny instructed. He followed up his request with a hardy chuckle. “Seriously, Daniel, just go find you a good, virtuous wife like the old black book talks about. I’m not getting any younger, you know. If I’m going to teach my grandbabies the proper way to hold an ax, you’d better get a move on. Lord knows their daddy won’t be able to learn ‘em as good as I could.”

Dan smiled tenderly at the old man. “Mr. Maypenny, you don’t have anything to worry about. You’re going to be around forever.”

“Heck fire, I am!” Mr. Maypenny slapped his thigh excitedly. “One of these years, I’m going to take all my money and buy me a condo off in Florida, in one of them retirement villages. I’ll find me a young, rich widow woman in her fifties and settle down, probably before you get around to going steady.”

“Probably,” Dan laughed. “Probably.” He walked into the small living area, where Mr. Maypenny sat. He bent down and kissed the top of the old man’s white head. “I’ll see ya next week, Mr. Maypenny. I’d better get Luther back to the stable before Regan skins my hide.”

“Good-bye, Daniel.” The old man watched fondly as Dan left, wondering where the time had gone and why it had to pass so quickly.

 

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Dan inhaled deeply, finding the aroma of the Manor House Stable strangely comforting. Of course, these barns couldn’t be compared to the average facility used for boarding horses. His uncle was careful to keep the Wheelers’ barns immaculate, even to the point of obsessive.  Dan was sure that the stalls in Regan’s stables were cleaner than the interior of most homes. And remembering some of the dwellings that he’d visited in the slums of New York City, he knew his opinion was unfortunately accurate.

        He tethered Luther, the chestnut Morgan that had replaced Spartan years ago, to a pole in the middle of the barn. The medium-sized gelding snorted and, strangely enough, almost shook his head in disfavor.

        “C’mon, buddy,” Dan murmured comfortingly. “I know you don’t like to be tied up, but we wouldn’t want you bolting out of the stable, would we?”

        Almost as if Luther could understand his master, he ceased his head-shaking and allowed Dan to loosely tether him to the pole. He patiently swatted flies with his long tail as Dan removed his saddle, blanket, and bridle and put them away in their proper spots. The horse snorted a greeting after Dan returned from the tack room carrying a few pieces of equipment he needed for grooming.

        Dan smiled as he affectionately ran his hand through the horse’s black mane. Luther had been purchased after Spartan’s death at the distinguished age of twenty-eight nine years ago. Now almost twenty-years-old, Luther wasn’t exactly a spring chicken, either.

        In spite of his vintage, the old horse was still spry for his age and able to easily carry Dan around the preserve as he occasionally patrolled on the weekends for the aging Mr. Maypenny. Lately, the horse’s gait had slowed a bit and Dan watched his old friend visibly decline, an unwanted reminder of the situation with Mr. Maypenny. It pained his heart as he realized two very close and dear companions wouldn’t always be around.

Dan hated to admit it, but Luther’s sprinting days were far gone. However, he saw no need to bring that particular fact up in the presence of the other residents of the stable, especially the less seasoned ones.

Dan felt very protective of his faithful companion. He glanced around the stable and, sure enough, Jim’s horse Mercury, Jupiter’s much younger half-brother, was poking his coal black head through the open top of his stall. Fearing the much younger, powerful steed would look askance at his ancient counterpart, the sentimental side of Dan decided there was no harm in protecting Luther’s reputation. If Mercury assumed that Luther could gallop away at any given moment, so be it.

“Now, calm down, Luther,” Dan sternly admonished, loud enough for the young, arrogant stallion nearby to hear. He made sure to give the old horse a wink so that Luther would know he wasn’t serious.  “I know you’re champing at the bit, but I’m exhausted. I need to rest a while before I put you back in your stall.”

 He gave a friendly slap to the horse’s backside. Luther turned his head to Dan and began bumping it against his master’s stomach, begging for more attention. Dan laughed as he scratched his old friend’s ears in just the spot that Luther liked.

“You ready to trade that model in for something with a bit more… horsepower?” Regan asked. He shot his nephew a grin as he exited his office and entered the main room of the stable.

“Shhh!” Dan hissed, giving his uncle a nasty look. “Luther will hear you.”

“He can still hear?” Regan threw his back and chuckled at the horrified look his nephew shot back at him.

“Not Luther. I don’t want him to hear.” As Dan emphasized the word “him”, he nodded in the direction of Mercury’s stall.

Regan scratched his chin, puzzled. “Him who?”

“Him him,” Dan said, rolling his eyes in exasperation. When it became obvious Regan still did know of whom he spoke, he decided to spell it out, literally. “M-E-R-C-U-R-Y.”

“Mercury!” Regan exclaimed with a hoot, chuckling at his nephew’s reaction.

“Shhhh!” Dan ordered. “I don’t want him to know that we’re talking about him! That’s why I spelled his name, you moron.”

“As much training as that horse has had, he can probably not only spell, but also solve trigonometric functions, recite the periodic table by memory, and give you a list of former presidents in alphabetical order,” Regan snorted.

Dan, who’d been covering the Morgan’s ears with his hands, groaned at the bragging. “Yeah, and I’ll bet the big showoff walks on water while he does all that fancy stuff.”

“Dan, don’t be crazy,” Regan disagreed, feigning shock. “With those big horse shoes of his, he’d sink right to the bottom of the lake.”

He laughed uproariously at Dan’s wounded expression. The red-haired groom gently patted the old Morgan on the rump. “You ready for the pasture, boy?”

Dan glared over at his uncle. “Ol’ Luther may be two decades young, but he isn’t quite ready for the pasture field yet. He’s got a few good years left, and then he’ll move in with me to my apartment in the city.”

“Oh, that’d go over good with your landlord,” Regan remarked. “Besides, Dan, when I said ‘pasture’, I meant the literal meadow, not some retirement villa for old, rich horses. If you wanna ride Luther around until he keels over, that’s fine with me. I don’t particularly want to go through the hassle of finding you a replacement.”

“Of all people, I’d thought you’d understand why I don’t want a new horse,” Dan muttered, not so easily placated. With a bit of difficulty, he dug into the pocket of his tight Levis, took a lump of sugar, and held it out as a peace offering to his “fiery steed”.

“Of course I understand,” Regan assured him. “Luther’s been a big help to you through the years. How long have you had him now?”

Dan shrugged his shoulders, before squeezing his hand into his pocket for another lump of sugar. “Spartan died three or four years after I moved to Sleepyside. You got Luther after that, so I guess it’d be close to nine years.” Dan rubbed the Morgan’s nose as he noisily devoured the sugar. “I’ve grown pretty fond of the old guy.”

“Yeah, Luther’s a fine feller,” Regan agreed, bringing over a can of grain on which the horse could munch. It was clear that, in spite of his teasing, he was quite fond of the horse himself. “So, what’re you doing here in Sleepyside? Weren’t you just here day before yesterday for Christmas?” 

“Just helping Maypenny in the preserve. He’s been busy setting out all the salt blocks and keeping the feeders full, and although he doesn’t want to admit it, it’s hard on him.”

“How old is he now— seventy-some?” Regan inquired in a mixture of disbelief and admiration.

“Just about,” Dan answered, his voice growing heavy with concern. “I don’t know an exact age, but I do know he’s getting up there. After all, it was only a year or two ago that I found out his first name was Elijah and not ‘Mister’.”

Regan chuckled in amusement, knowing Dan spoke the truth. In many ways, the common, plainspoken Elijah Maypenny was an enigma, even to those closest to him. “If it makes you feel any better, I didn’t know his first name for a long time, either. And even after I found out, I wouldn’t dare use it.”

“You and me both, son,” Dan agreed. “He’s one stubborn ol’ coot, but he’s getting too old to be traipsing around in the woods like a teenager.”

“Try telling him that,” Regan snickered. “I only hope I’m as spry as Eli when I’m his age.”

“He can’t keep this up,” Dan insisted, his voice raising as he championed his cause. “I worry constantly that he’ll have a heart attack out in the woods and just lay there, helpless. He could die before anyone could find him.”

Regan nodded, thoughtfully mulling his nephew’s words. “True,” he said after a long pause, “but something could just as easily happen to him while he’s alone in his cabin.”

“Well, he needs to start acting his age,” Dan blustered, purposely ignoring his uncle’s latter comment. “He’s not as young as he used to be; he needs help, and the old man’s just too proud to ask for it.”

Regan studied his nephew carefully, one coppery brow raised in query. “That why you’ve been coming home every weekend?”

“S’pose so.” Dan moved to the opposite side of Luther and began properly grooming the horse.

“You can’t keep him from dying, you know.”

Dan’s coal black eyes darted everywhere except near Regan, carefully avoiding his uncle’s gaze. “I can try.”

Regan nodded, his sage green eyes boring into his nephew’s back as Dan fastidiously ran the curry comb over Luther’s chestnut belly. “So, you think if you spend all your free time in Sleepyside, you can keep Eli safe?”

Dan offered no response, busying himself with grooming his horse.

“You can’t keep doing this, Dan,” Regan persisted in a gentler tone. “You’re wearing yourself out. If you aren’t on duty at the police station, you’re either on the road or in the preserve.”

Dan silently hung the curry comb back onto its hook on the stable’s wall and chose a stifle-bristled brush.

“You don’t have any time for yourself,” Regan persisted.

Dan exhaled loudly as he ran the brush through Luther’s mane. “Don’t need time for myself.”

Regan’s brow creased as he ran a freckled hand through his closely cropped hair. “You’re never going to be able to settle down and get married if you don’t date someone for more than two or three weeks.”

Dan snorted as he turned his head to look at his uncle. “What is this? First Maypenny, and now you. Has December 27th officially been dubbed ‘Campaign-to-See-Dan-Mangan-Married-Off Day’?”

“As a matter of fact, Mr. Royal Pain in the Butt, we’ve started the paperwork to get it declared a national holiday,” Regan cracked. “Besides, if you’re tired of the lecture, then get serious about someone for a change.”

“You’re one to talk.”

“What do you mean?” Regan inquired.

Dan shook his head slightly as he re-hung the brush on its hook. “I don’t see you running out of room on your dance card.”  

“That’s different,” Regan rationalized with a shrug. “I’m a loner, and always have been. But you’re one of those annoying ‘people person’ people. You love to get in a crowd and cut up.”

“Doesn’t mean I want to settle down and get married.”

“True,” Regan conceded. He studied his nephew’s serious features, and his green eyes grew a bit misty. “But you’re like your mother. She always talked about growing up and having her own family someday. It was her dream.”

“Just because Mom wanted a family doesn’t mean I want the same thing for myself,” Dan retorted.

“And just because a person says they don’t want something doesn’t mean that they really don’t want it. Especially if they don’t want to want it.”

“You’re starting to sound like Honey,” Dan commented, annoyance evident in his tone.

“Why? Does she nag at you about settling down, too?”

“Well, yeah, but I was talking more about the rambling than the relationship advice,” Dan corrected. “Anyway, can you please pick just one thing to gripe at me about? I’m getting confused if you’re nagging about me coming to Sleepyside too often, or about my love life or lack thereof.”

“But why should I limit myself to ragging on you about just one thing when I have so much to pick from?” Regan commented with feigned innocence.

“Jerk,” Dan muttered, a broad grin belying his mean tone.

Regan took a soft brush from the hook off the wall and rubbed it along the underside of Luther’s belly. “So, have you noticed anything different about Eli lately to get you worried, or are you just being paranoid?”

“Mostly I’m being paranoid,” Dan answered honestly. “Aside from the normal failing as a result of age, he’s healthy as a horse. It’s just that… Oh, never mind.”

“What?” Regan prompted.

Dan sighed wearily. “A couple of months ago, we got a call from someone in an apartment building complaining about a smell coming from their neighbor’s. We went over to investigate, and sure enough, the old man that lived next door had been dead for a week.”

The young police officer closed his eyes and shook his head as if he could physically remove the unpleasant memory from his brain. “The poor old guy wasn’t particularly close to any of his family. There weren’t any pictures of children or grandchildren anywhere to be found. We had an awful time locating any relatives to contact who would take care of burial. I just stood there, looking around the empty apartment, thinking about Mr. Maypenny.

“He deserves better than that,” Dan continued softly. “He took me in when he didn’t have to, put up with my crappy attitude, and showed me how to be a man. After being in the Cowhands, I thought being a man was acting tough, pushing your weight around, getting what you want. A couple of months with Mr. Maypenny taught me that the Cowhands were a bunch of fools. Being a man was working hard for your family, enjoying the blessings God has given you, and maintaining your integrity in the process. If I lived a thousand years, I could never repay that old man for all he’s done for me.”

“They don’t make ‘em like Elijah Maypenny anymore,” Regan said admiringly.

“He’s the greatest man I’ve ever met.”

“Remember the first time you met him?” Regan recalled with a grin. “You thought he was an ax murderer.”

“And I’m still not all that sure that he isn’t,” Dan quipped, an amused smile on his own face. “I love that old coot. I wouldn’t be in the police force today if it hadn’t been for his firm hand. But walking in that apartment and seeing that elderly man, dead in his bed, I just wonder if it’s worth it.”

Regan looked up to meet his nephew’s gaze. “What’re you talking about? Quitting the police force after how hard you’ve worked to get there?”

“Not quitting it entirely,” Dan amended. “Just doing it someplace else.” He paused dramatically, and then tenuously added, “Like Sleepyside.”

Regan stepped backwards, whistling through his teeth. “That old man would kick your butt all the way to your homeland and back if you left New York to come baby-sit him here.”

“Well, if he kicks me back to the city, then at least I’ll already be back in New York to beg for my old job back,” Dan joked, his onyx-colored eyes twinkling.

“I wasn’t talking about New York,” Regan corrected. “He’d kick your butt clean back to Ireland.”

“I’ve heard it’s a nice place to visit,” Dan said sheepishly.

Regan ignored that comment, still shaking his head in disbelief. “After the way you fussed when I brought you here, I’m absolutely floored that you want to move back.”

“You know I grew to love this place.” Dan shrugged his shoulders. “When I left for college, I thought I’d enjoy living in the city again. But I hated it. Still do.”

Regan’s gaze softened. “Too many memories?”

Dan nodded glumly. “Yeah.”

“You thinking about Michelson?”

Almost like a young child, Dan instinctively covered his ears. “I don’t want to talk about him.”

“You’ve avoided talking about him for over twelve years, Dan,” Regan pointed out gently. “You’re going to have to face what that bas—”

“I said I don’t want to talk about him,” Dan snapped, his eyes flashing with fire. “He took everything from me!”

“He’s dead, Dan. He can’t do anything else to hurt you.”

“Oh, believe me, I know!” Dan thundered. He clamped his eyes firmly together almost as if he were trying to cease the assault of memories flooding his mind. Clenching his fists tightly, he drew them close to his face in an effort to stymie his anguish. In a guttural whisper, he added, “Every time I walk past that apartment building, I remember that he’s dead, and that I’m the one who killed him.”

Regan was the only man on earth who could possibly understand his nephew’s torment. He reached out a tenuous hand and placed it on Dan’s shoulder, hoping that he could transfer some of his own strength to Dan in his squeeze. “It wasn’t your fault.”

“I’ve told myself that a thousand times.” Like the fog hovering over the Hudson in the early morning, Dan’s words hung heavily in the stable. It wasn’t so much what he said, but the husky emotion of his voice which forced the sentiment to somberly linger. “In my heart, I just don’t know if it’s true.”

 “You can’t let the past stand in the way of your future, Dan. You can’t change what happened. He’s dead, and it wasn’t your fault. You did what you had to do. You were trying to save your mother.”

Unable to contain the gruesome memories from his life in the city, Dan began waving his arms around in frustration, tears misting in his dark, haunted Stygian eyes. “The fact that he isn’t alive doesn’t keep me from seeing him every day on those New York City streets and alleys!” He wrapped the palm of his hand around his forehead, his thumb and fingers massaging his temples as his heartbeat reverberated in his temples. “Everywhere I look, I see Michelson’s face,” he spat out. “I hate that man! I hate him!”

Regan remained silent for several moments until he saw that Dan had relaxed. With serious eyes, he studied every line, every centimeter, every detail of his nephew’s face. What he found frightened him.

Worried the memories were affecting Dan’s work performance, he assumed his most casual tone. “How’s the job going?”

“Same old stuff,” Dan muttered through a clenched jaw.

“Your temper been acting up?” Regan inquired nonchalantly.

Dan whooped. “Let’s just say that if I get a couple more reprimands from the Captain, then the decision to leave my job will be made for me.”

“Dan, you can’t let that stuff get to you,” Regan chastised. “Leave all the junk you see on your job back at the precinct. If you keep carrying it around with you, you’re going to explode.”

“It’s not just the crimes,” Dan murmured. “It’s the memories I have. When I see a man beating a woman…” He broke off his sentence to raise a fist in the air. He shook it, his eyes closed tightly and a grimace on his face.

Regan walked over to his nephew and placed a calming hand on his shoulder. “I know. I’d already be kicked off the force if I were you. Nothing raises my hackles worse than that.”

“If I don’t move back home, I’m going to snap,” Dan admitted, trouble etched on his rugged features.

“That stuff goes on in Sleepyside, too,” Regan told him honestly. “Take a job here on the force, and it’ll follow you.”

Dan nodded. “I know. But at least I won’t be right there where it happened to me. At least I’ll be home, keeping an eye on Mr. Maypenny before he hikes all the way to Canada and back.”

“It’s up to you,” Regan said, patting Dan’s shoulder. “I’m here if you need to talk.”

“Thanks.”

“But it is kind of ironic, you know.”

“What do you mean?” Dan asked.

“You wanting to come back to Sleepyside,” Regan explained. “When you first got here, you couldn’t wait to go back to the city. Now, you just want to come back home.”

“Time changes a man,” Dan observed.

“Come back or stay in New York, no matter what you decide, I’ll be proud of you. I see Spider all the time, and he’s always talking about how he wishes you’d come back home,” Regan told him. “He could use you here. It’s gotten a lot worse here than when you and the Bob-Whites were kids. I mean, look at Bobby…” Regan sighed deeply. “Never mind. It’s not my business.”

Dan quirked an ebony brow at his uncle. “Something up with Bobby that I should know about?”

“Sleepyside isn’t your jurisdiction yet.” Regan smiled sadly. “You know what I always say: I mind my own business and…”

“Don’t tell anybody anything that doesn’t concern them,” Dan finished for him with an impish grin.

“Smart aleck,” Regan muttered. He turned his full attention to Luther, who by now was getting quite antsy. “Well, I think this ol’ boy’s ready for a run in the meadow. What do you think, Dan?”

“I think you’re trying to change the subject,” Dan replied, studying his uncle’s face carefully. However, he knew the redheaded groom too well to pry. Regan, whether he liked to admit it or not, had a soft spot for youth, particularly those going through difficult times, and considered himself a confidant to all the Bob-Whites. Now that the BWG’s were adults, Dan was sure his uncle had become even closer to the “littlest” Belden, who at 18, now towered above his father and all his brothers. Just like Regan had kept the Bob-Whites’ confidences, Dan knew he would keep Bobby’s “see-cruds” as well.

“Just promise you’ll talk to Trixie or Mart if Bobby does anything illegal,” Dan requested earnestly.

“Not Brian?” Regan inquired with a touch of amusement.

“Good Lord, no. We want Bobby straightened up, not dead,” Dan retorted with a chuckle. However, his humor soon faded. “Just promise me, okay?”

“It’s a deal,” Regan agreed solemnly. “You heading back to the city now?”

Dan shook his head. “Nah, I’m going to go back over to Mr. Maypenny’s.”

“You just came from there,” Regan said, with a quizzical look.

“Yeah, but I need to chop some wood.”

“Didn’t you just do that?”

Dan merely shrugged his shoulders. “I think I need to chop some more.”

 

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New Year’s Eve…

Dan completed a wearisome shift with the New York City Police Department. Drugs, thievery, prostitution, extortion, murder… he’d seen it all. It had been a full day, and he was exhausted, mentally as well as physically. He longed for the isolation of the rustic cabin in the woods, not to mention the security he would find in the company of familiar friends.

Before he made the hour-long trek to Sleepyside, Dan stopped in at the old Irish pub he frequented, Blarney Stone’s Bar and Grille. He carefully stomped all the snow away from his shoes, and then entered the cozy restaurant. The building’s comfortable atmosphere somehow reassured Dan after his difficult day. Various Ireland-inspired artworks hung from the hunter green walls, their frames matching the dark mahogany chair rail and trim. The lights in the pub were dim, casting faint shadows on the dark walls around them. The chairs, tables, stools and bar were all crafted out of the same dark mahogany wood as the trim, and had a well-worn patina. The overall effect could be summed up as “invitingly cozy”.

Only a few patrons were scattered around Blarney Stone’s, so thankfully there was several stools from which Dan could choose at the long counter in the middle of the room. He knew in another hour or so, the place would be packed with those ringing in the New Year.

Mickey, the bartender there since the beginning of time, looked up at Dan with a grin. “Your usual, Sergeant?”

“Sounds good,” Dan agreed congenially. “Thanks, Mick.”

In less than fifteen minutes, Mickey slid a plate heaped high with a thick sausage sandwich, fries, and homemade pickles. A large glass of milk was placed nearby. The bartender shook his head in disbelief as Dan took a long swig of his beverage of choice.

“You’re the only cop I’ve ever seen that orders a stiff glass of milk after a hard day of patrolling,” he commented.

“Hey, milk does a body good, and so far I’ve never had any complaints,” Dan answered good-naturedly. “Besides you know I don’t drink.”

“And you call yourself a proud Irishman.” Mickey shook his head with feigned disdain.

“Mick, if you saw all the things alcohol causes men to do, you’d never sell another drop,” Dan commented matter-of-factly as he doused his fries with ketchup.

“Seen a lot as a cop?”

“And before.” Dan grabbed his sandwich with two hands and took a bite, unwilling to discuss the topic further. It was on the tip of his tongue to add that the bartender really didn’t want to hear all Dan faced every day in his line of work. Or what he’d seen as a young teen…

Mickey slid another glass of milk in front of the weary policeman. “This one’s on the house, Danny Boy.”

“Thanks,” Dan mumbled with a smile.

A customer sat down a few stools away from Dan, so the kindhearted bartender turned away to take his order.

Dan sat there, alone with his troubled thoughts. The jingling of the bell above the front door announced a new arrival to the pub. Out of the corner of his eye, Dan noticed a trio of women enter. One in particular was pretty enough to merit a full turn of his head, but upon closer inspection, he saw the lady was a strawberry-blonde. Just as he was preparing to return his full attention to his sandwich, the redhead cast him a “come-hither” glance. With a mere polite nod of his head, he turned around in his stool and resumed eating. 

Troubled thoughts would inevitably plague him afterwards.

After he had finished his meal, Dan tossed a few bills on the counter to cover his food as well as a hefty tip, and rose to leave.

“Going to the Policeman’s New Year’s Ball?” Mickey called as Dan was heading towards the door.

“Nah, I’m going to a party in Sleepyside with some old friends,” Dan answered.

“Nothing too wild and crazy, I’m assuming?”

“ ‘Wild and crazy’ aren’t invited to the Sleepyside Country Club,” Dan informed him with a chuckle.

“I don’t picture you as the country club type,” Mickey commented.

“I’m not,” Dan replied, “but unfortunately, some of my friends’ families are.”

“Gotta hot date?”

“Not unless you count Tiffany Delanoy,” Dan said with a grin.

“She good-lookin’?”

“For a five-year-old,” Dan responded, chuckling. He quickly explained. “Tiff’s the daughter of a chauffeur friend of ours. He’s driving some people to the New Year’s shindig, and is bringing Tiff along. I promised her that her Uncle Danny would dance with her a time or two.”

Mickey nodded knowingly, although it was clear he found these small-town niceties odd. He cocked his head in the direction of the lovely strawberry-blonde. “I noticed her giving you the eye as she came in. I’ll bet she’d go with you, if you’d ask.”

“Not my type,” Dan murmured with a sorrowful shake of his head.

“Be back tomorrow night?”

Dan snorted. “I’ve got two days off in a row, my friend. I won’t be back till ten minutes before I’m on duty. Wild horses couldn’t drag me back to the precinct until absolutely necessary.”

“Safe trip,” Mickey told him with a wave.

“See ya when I get back.”

Dan vacated the cozy pub and braved the cold, city streets. Though only a few flakes had been falling when Dan’s shift ended, the snow was coming down heavily now. The wind was whipping the tops of the barren trees around, and he had to zip up his warm, police-issue coat. He quickened his pace to the apartment where he lived, hoping the weather would not impede his travel plans.

Not even the devil himself could slow me down, he thought with a smirk.

However, a thumping sound followed by first a frightened cry then a loud clanging noise distracted Dan from his goal. His cop instincts took over, and he hustled from the main sidewalk to the dark alleyway behind a rundown apartment complex.

Although Dan didn’t see the devil, he saw something pretty close.

A crying woman looked up at him from the ground, a trail of blood dripping down from her obviously-broken nose. A tall, stocky man towered over her, his stance signifying that he was responsible for her injury. He staggered around slightly, indicating his intoxicated condition.

“Police!” Dan commanded, running towards the couple. With one hand, he drew his badge, and with the other his taser. “Sir, drop on the ground and put your hands behind your head!”

The woman’s relieved cry echoed through the night. However, her assailant had obviously neither seen nor heard the approaching police officer’s warnings. The lady’s relief quickly ceased as the man standing over her kicked her in the stomach when he noticed he did not command her full attention. Hurling a stream of obscene epithets at his victim, he appeared poised and ready to kick again at any moment.

Before he could think things through, Dan’s feet left the sidewalk in a running leap and went flying through the air, aiming towards the assailant’s stomach. When his thick-soled shoes made contact with human flesh, the already-tipsy man went airborne. The attacker landed several feet away in a moaning heap on the snowy sidewalk.

“Hey!” the man hollered once he caught his breath. “What’s going on?”

“Police!” Dan barked with great authority, flipping open his badge. “I said to drop face down on the ground and put your hands behind your head! Now!

Although he knew he should be handcuffing the woman’s assailant, Dan fastened his gaze on the woman. “Are you all right, ma’am?”

The frightened woman nodded, a hand clamped over her nose and mouth in an attempt to stem the blood flow.

“Ma’am, let me call the paramedics for you,” Dan told her, his eyes filled with concern.

“I’m fine,” the woman replied with a shake of her head. “I just need to go home and get cleaned up.”

Hastily putting away his badge, Dan reached for his cell phone with his newly freed hand. “It’ll just take a minute…”

“I’m okay!” the lady tearfully insisted. “I’m used to this.”

“If I let you go home to get cleaned up, will you meet me at the precinct to press charges?” Dan questioned.

Once again, the lady nodded in response. She cringed as her violent companion muttered several obscenities under his breath while he struggled to stumble to his feet. With surprising speed, the drunk bolted towards his victim. As Dan was fumbling with his cell phone, the man bent down to grip the terrified woman by the arm, and yanked her up.

“C’mon, woman!” he yelled, his voice slightly slurred. “You’re not going to any precinct! You’re my wife, and you’ll do what I say!”

“Drop the lady’s arm!” Dan ordered, his onyx-colored eyes blazing with suppressed anger. “Lie face down on the ground and put your hands behind your head, now!”

Dan’s command only made the man squeeze the woman’s arm more tightly. “This ain’t no ‘lady’. This is my wife, and she’s nothin’ but an ol’ whore!” Those statements were followed by several crude suggestions how the police officer could creatively spend his free time.

Dan’s gaze shifted ever-so briefly to the lady’s face. Blood streamed from both her nose and chin. Her nose was obviously broken, and a tooth had been knocked out as well. Both her eyes were blackened and swollen, but these appeared to be old injuries. He inhaled deeply as he noticed a tress of bright red hair slip loose from her woolen cap and fall over a bruised eye.

“Let go of your wife!” Dan’s voice, guttural with fury. “This is your last warning!”

However, the man didn’t seem concerned about complying with Dan’s request. In fact, when his wife didn’t move quickly enough to suit him, he yanked her arm with such force that Dan was sure he’d pulled the shoulder out of joint.

Dan threw down his taser and lunged toward the couple. He grasped the collar of the drunk’s shirt, yanking him away from his wife. Freed from her husband’s vise grip, the woman cowered away, heading towards the couple’s apartment.

Consumed with rage, Dan pulled his tightly-balled fist back, and punched the man in the abdomen. All the years of chopping wood had made weapons of his upper arms, and he launched a full assault on the man in his grasp. However, instead of hitting his face, the furious cop socked the man in the stomach several times in a row. When he finally released his prisoner, the perpetrator staggered around, gasping for each breath of oxygen.

Deciding he’d had enough, Dan then grabbed the drunk’s shirt and forcefully hauled the man to a standing position.

"You have the right to remain silent, you frickin' scumbag," he growled as he jerked the man around. The young cop, still churning with extreme anger, yanked the drunk’s arm behind his back with such force that a loud crack echoed through the alley. Dan then roughly placed the handcuffs on the suspect, not caring if the steel bit into the perpetrator’s wrists or not. 

"Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court of law, you prick," he hissed, giving a good jerk to the cuffs.

When Dan paused in his recitation of the Miranda rights, the man, though obviously intoxicated, seemed to come out of his stupor enough to realize that he was being arrested.  In a fit of resistance, the drunk turned slightly.  With his hands cuffed, he had little ability to fight back, but he still attempted to combat Dan by ramming one shoulder against the policeman's chest.  This only served to enrage Dan further.

"You son of a…!"  Dan ground out.  Before the man could do little more than glare at him, Dan grabbed the handcuffs around the man's wrists and quickly yanked up on them, which succeeded in forcing the perpetrator down to his knees.

"As I was saying," Dan barked as he "accidentally" shoved the man's face against the sidewalk, "you have the right to talk to a lawyer and have him present with you during questioning."  The man looked as though he were about to begin an argument, but Dan cut him off.  "I'm not done yet, you flippin' pig!"

"If you can't afford a scumbag lawyer," he continued, his voice hard as steel, "a crappy one will be appointed to represent you, if you wish."  As he prepared to finish his mandatory speech, Dan shook the man so hard that the drunk groaned at the dizziness it caused. 

"Now, then, you freakin' lowlife, do you understand each of these rights as I have explained them to you, or are you a complete idiot?"  When the man didn't answer immediately, Dan hauled him up again and turned him so that his face was inches from his own.

"I said," Dan snarled menacingly, enunciating each word carefully, "do you understand each of these rights as I have explained them to you?" 

By this time, the drunk was nearly passed out from his intoxication, but he was still coherent enough to sense the imminent danger standing in front of him.  With a wobbly nod of his head, he affirmed his comprehension of the Miranda rights, and Dan pushed him forward as he pulled his cell phone from his pocket again, hit the speed dial button for the precinct, and called for backup.

 

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Not bothering to be gentle, Dan dragged the perpetrator through the police station to be processed. One of his particularly smart-alecky coworkers could not resist calling out, “Book him, Dan-o!”

“Yeah, never heard that before,” Dan muttered with a roll of his eyes. In his frustrated state, he gave the suspect a slight push to hasten his progress. The prisoner hollered out in protest just as the captain stuck his head out of his office.

“Mangan!” Chief Lawrence bellowed. “Let Detective Geoffrey handle the interview, and get in my office pronto!”  

“He’s drunk as a skunk, sir,” Dan respectfully informed his superior.

“Then hand him over to Officer Davis, and tell him to put the perp in a holding cell until he sobers up,” the captain instructed. “And hurry up about it!”

Dan rolled his eyes in exasperation as he led the inebriated suspect over to the young African American policeman manning the holding cell. 

“Merry Christmas,” Dan quipped sarcastically. He gave a hearty yank to the drunk’s handcuffs, making him stumble towards Dan’s coworker.

“Aw, Sgt. Mangan,” Officer Davis muttered unenthusiastically, “ya shouldn’t have.”

“Don’t thank me,” Dan responded with a snort. “I get to have a meeting with the Captain, and he told me you’d baby-sit my prisoner.”

“Is he intoxicated?”

Just as the younger policeman finished asking the question, the suspect leaned over and began regurgitating the contents of his stomach in front of the desk.

“Guess that answers my question,” Officer Davis mumbled unappreciatively.

“I’ll clean that up if you take my place in the meeting with the chief,” Dan offered.

“No, thanks,” Officer Davis replied. “Rumor has it that Cap’s in a bad mood this evening.”

“Just my luck,” Dan murmured.

“Have fun in there,” the other cop replied, smiling in an encouraging manner.

“Thanks.” With a heavy sigh, Dan turned on his heel and marched back to the captain’s office. After a brusque rap on the door, he opened it to reveal the very unhappy-looking police chief sitting at his desk.

“Thought you were headed to Sleepyside?” Captain Lawrence questioned, his half-glasses perched on the bridge of his large nose.

 “I was,” Dan admitted hesitantly. “But I happened upon a crime as I was exiting Blarney Stone’s.”

Grunting, the captain nodded towards the empty chair across from his desk. “So, what happened, or do I even want to know?”

Drawing a hesitant breath, Dan sat down. “You probably don’t want to know,” he answered warily, waiting for the inevitable lecture.

The older man groaned loudly, raking a hand through his sparse brown hair. “What’d you do this time? Another one of your perps ‘fall down’ as you were loading him in the patrol car?”

“Actually, sir, he ‘fell’ before he made it to the patrol car.” Dan reminded himself quickly that the man had fallen a time or two without his “assistance”.

“That seems to happen a lot to the guys you arrest,” the chief muttered, wearily rubbing his throbbing temples with his fingertips. “Was this one knocking his wife around, too?”

“Yes,” was Dan’s clipped response.

“She okay?”

“She was pretty banged up, sir,” Dan told him. “Both of her eyes had been blackened and were swollen, most likely from a previous assault by her lousy excuse for a husband. The perp had just broken her nose, and I noticed a missing tooth or two. He was pretty rough with her, and I wouldn’t be surprised if her shoulder was dislocated as well.”

The captain’s bushy eyebrows met in the deep groove above his nose. “She coming in to press charges?”

“Supposed to,” Dan replied, albeit a bit doubtfully. “If we need to, we can track her down using the address we found on her husband’s driver’s license. I could go to their home and pick her up, if you’d like.”

“I think you’ve done quite enough this evening.” Captain Lawrence’s voice was heavy with sarcastic overtones. “We’re not going to get sued, are we? Because we really don’t want that to happen.”

Dan shook his head, struggling to keep a sheepish grin off his face. “It’s only my word against his, sir. He didn’t, er, fall until after his wife had left, and he’s so drunk, I doubt he’ll remember any of that in the morning.”

The chief muttered a stream of obscenities under his breath as he slapped his desk loudly with his hand. “Mangan, you can’t keep doing this sorta crap! I know you have issues with this particular thing because of your past, but it has to stop!”

Dan shifted in his seat as he fastened his gaze on the tiled floor. “I know…”

“No, you don’t know!” Spouting off a few more vulgarities as he flipped through his filing cabinet, the captain pulled out a folder and slapped it onto the desk. His eyes hardened into chips of blue ice, while meanwhile, his neck grew redder with each passing minute. “Sgt. Mangan, do you know what these are?”

Dan cleared his throat. “I have a pretty good idea, sir.”

“These are complaints that’ve been filed against you in the past three years,” Captain Lawrence barked. He leaned over the desk, his bushy brows raised in query. “Do you know how many are in here?”

“Two or three?” Dan offered hopefully.

“Five!” the chief shot back. “Five complaints in three-and-a-half years! That’s ridiculous, Mangan!”

Dan sunk back in his seat, his shoulders sagging in defeat. Since he agreed whole-heartedly with the police chief, he knew it was pointless to argue.

“What’s your problem?” Captain Lawrence bellowed. Suddenly, he began dumping out the contents of the folder onto his desk. “Look at this!” He began reading from the paper he held in his hands. “ ‘Suspect found with bruises on his arm.’ Here’s another one: ‘Perpetrator complained about inappropriate police conduct. No sufficient grounds for complaint found.’ You got lucky there, Mangan.”

“Those guys deserved it, Captain,” Dan said with a wince. “If you’d seen what I’d seen—”

“That’s no excuse!” The chief let loose another stream of four-letter words. “Mangan, it’s our responsibility as officers of the law to maintain the peace, not destroy it!”

“I know,” Dan mumbled guiltily, his eyes staring holes in the toes of his black dress shoes. 

Captain Lawrence exhaled loudly as he studied the officer sitting before him. He closed his eyes thoughtfully, rubbing his fingertips in the left corner of his right one in an effort to calm down. Once he had found the barest semblance of serenity, he fastened his steely gaze on the young policeman.

“Dan, you’re a rising star here. You’ve got good instincts, street smarts, and a brain like a steel trap. And it’s a good thing you’re sharp as a tack; if you weren’t so freakin’ intelligent and intuitive, you never would’ve made it to Sergeant.”

“Thanks, I think,” Dan answered hesitantly.

“For every one of these complaints, you have two or three commendations,” the chief continued, tapping his pencil thoughtfully against his desk. “When you aren’t being such a royal pain in the butt, you’re a good cop. I don’t want to have to fire you.”

“I don’t want you to have to fire me, either, sir,” Dan muttered, wincing at the prospect.

Captain Lawrence leaned over the desk, his hands clasped under his chin in a thoughtful pose. “So, what do you suggest we do, Mangan?”

“I have no idea.”

“I know having you on the force could probably get the NYPD sued Rodney King-style, but my gut says you’re worth keeping around,” the older man replied. “I guess we could send you to counseling, or did we already try that?”

“We tried that,” Dan answered, grimacing.

“Didn’t help, huh?”

Dan merely shook his head.

“I just don’t understand, Mangan.” The chief cocked his head pensively to study the younger officer. “You’ll be fine for months, and then you snap and fly off the handle. What brings these fits of rage on?”

Something Dan had seen recently flitted through his mind, but he pushed the unpleasant memory aside. “I don’t know,” he murmured in response.

The captain raised his hands in resignation. “Tell me what we need to do to get your temper under control, Dan. What can I do to help?”

“Chop wood,” was Dan’s even reply.

Captain Lawrence sat upright, a quizzical expression on his face. “Excuse me?”

“I need to go home and chop wood,” Dan repeated solemnly.

The chief began piling the contents of Dan’s folder back into an orderly stack. “Fine, Mangan. You go back to Sleepyside and cool off. In a few days, get your butt back here, and we’ll see if we can’t find you another therapist, one who can help you work through this anger.”

Dan shook his head, his lips pressed tightly together. “No.”

“You don’t want to see another counselor?” Captain Lawrence shrugged his shoulders, and tapped on the desk with an index finger. “Frankly, Sergeant, if this would ever come back to bite us in the butt, I’d like some documentation that you’d went to a shrink or something for anger management. If the guy you brought in was as drunk as you said, he’ll probably never remember a thing about this whole episode, but you never know—”

“I’m not coming back,” Dan interrupted, his tone respectful but firm.

“Are you talking about a vacation or…”

“I’m talking about something more permanent,” Dan said hoarsely. “You’ll have my two-week notice, effective immediately, on your desk after I get back.”

The captain’s brows met in a knot of puzzlement. “I’m not firing you, Dan. You don’t have to quit. I’m willing to work with you until you get through this.”

“I know.” Dan took a deep breath, and then continued in an earnest voice. “And I appreciate that, Captain. I really do. But I know me, and I know I can’t get past this here in the city. I need to go home.” With another heavy sigh, he nodded his head in determination, sure of what he had to do. “I’m going home to focus my anger.

“I need to go chop some wood.”

 

 

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woodbullet3Credits:

Thank you so much to the lovely ladies who helped me by editing this story, Steph H, Mal, and Ronda. You ladies are the berries!

 

Beulah, the name of Dan’s truck, was what I had called my beloved Pontiac Bonneville. *sniff, sniff*  I miss you, Beulah Baby. Dan’s Beulah had been a gift from Mr. Maypenny in the Present segment of this story.

 

To see Kaye’s date with Dan, read The Cameo’s “Why Do Fools Fall in Love?” And for the inside scoop about the man who stole her from Dan, tune into the Jix MB. *wink*

 

Dan’s other dates have special significance as well. My dear editors, I hope you enjoyed your cameo at The Cameo. {{{HUGS}}}

 

My dad had a big work horse named Luther, who was truly a gentle giant. We have pictures of me as a baby, sitting atop Luther’s neck. Dan’s horse was named after him. When I was about nine or ten, I had a chestnut Morgan named Lady, which is why Luther was a Morgan.

 

I felt Mercury was the perfect name for Jim’s new horse. I’m sure Jupe is still hanging around the Manor House Stable, but I decided an accomplished rider like Jim would need to keep a young, spry horse around, hence Jupiter’s half-brother being purchased. I know when my dad is particularly pleased with a horse, he’ll purchase other horses from that same bloodline, so this isn’t far-fetched.

 

I greatly enjoy expounding on Dan and Regan’s relationship. They had a difficult beginning (as I’ve hinted), and I hope to give even more background in the Through the Fire Trilogy, which focuses on the Regan/Mangan family history.

 

Mr. Maypenny is patterned after my grandfather, who is in his upper 80s and still getting up at the crack of dawn each morning so he can go outside and tinker with his assortment of backhoes, dozers, and various other equipment.

 

Who’s Michelson? I was hoping you’d ask… Stay tuned!

 

For the curious, “Stygian” means infernal or hellish, and for the context of that particular passage it is highly symbolic. There’s major foreshadowing there, people.

 

Yes, Regan always does say, “I mind my own business and don’t tell anybody anything that doesn’t concern them.”

 

A MAJOR “thank you” to my dear, dear friend Steph for helping me write the scene between Dan and the drunk. Without her, it would’ve sucked rotten egss. You rock, my dear!!!

 

The phrase, “Book him, Dan-o,” was from the show “Hawaii Five-0”, which I’ve never, ever watched.

 

Curious about Dan’s history? Good! Go back and read my Through the Fire Trilogy!

 

 

 

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